Help! I'm bored

Another week has gone..Getting bored of going out alone but everyone is working.Can't go disturbing them rite.What to do?Find own entertainment.I'm gonna tell you how hard it is to obtain some.Last Friday night...decided i was bored with downloaded dramas,wanted to find pirated dvds..oops..i meant Chinese dramas.Drove out to a nearby coffee shop called Genting..no sign of any ah bengs(refers to people with blonde hair and long fingernails) selling dvd.Okie then i drove to another part of the island..started to drizzle but i still held high hopes cos it should be the busiest day of the week in our food seeking chinese community.No dvd seller. Sigh...Went looking some more.Can you guess what happen when i got to my third destination in search of ah beng's with dvd?Had to drive home with only desert in hand instead but it seem like an eternity..traffic jam!!Since when pg has traffic jams late at night?Weird..Haven't been home for some time i guess.

Nevertheless, got hold of what i wanted the next day.Bro brought me out to buy.Yay.Nearly got cheated the first time round and saw some guy got slapped around for trying to steal dvds.Talk about guts...steal from gangster leh..Penang is starting to sound notorious huh.Oh well..went for a drive after that.Finally saw the new QE2 club.Anyone wanna come with me for a visit?Looks nice..at least it's the first one at the harbour.Stopped by at gurney drive later...first thing i saw...the cute G hotel sign with a CNY cap..cute nia..
Then stumbled upon something even more interesting while at gurney drive.Not the dried up beach but a fire er...performer?I have no idea what they call em..But he's banner says semerah api..The show was damn cool.Even took a short clip of him.Enough entertainment for one night.Hehe.

Empty

Have you ever felt a time when you have so many emotions that you eventually become really blank and yes like the title says it all EMPTY.That pretty much describes me now.In the past week i had joyous moments then along came the parting that brought sadness.Didn't cry cos i promise myself i wouldn't.But now i'm not sure if it was the promise or that i don't know what or who to cry about.Before the exam i wish that everything would be over.It didn't occur to me that even my friends,my comfort zone that i've come to know for the part 2and a half year would end too.I knew i would have to learn to cope but i don't want to yet at least.It's only been a day but i already miss everyone.

The beginning of the end?

After all those months of studying and those sleepless night,everything has come to an end.Thinking back,i have put myself through a whirlwind of emotions.It started off with my wonderful plan of studying 7notes a day then leading to 9notes a day,eventually 15 notes and then i started to leave out a few for each system.Okay maybe a lot.It came to a point that no matter what i did,everything felt like impending doom.And before i knew it,my tear glands gave way like a bad prescription, few mins a day,a few cycles of comforting before putting in full throttle to study.How could i ever thank my ever vigilant support group?Beats me.Never had i thought that my very housemates would be the ones always watching out for me and giving me assurance when i need it.Everything seems so diff,back in college i was the pillar of strenght,i was the support group and the calm and focused1.Ever since i let myself loose tract and panic in eos3,it eventually took over the norm.Now i can't even feel the burning passion to pursue medicine anymore.It is just an instinct that i must move on with blurry aims in mind.Wish Mich was here she would know just what to say.Just for the same season i advised my sister not to take up medicine.I didn't want some1to feed on my interest.If i myself can't sustain it...how will i help her to support the interest?The tearing sessions might have put her off though.Nevertheless,i have learnt that my family is my biggest support.A nocturnal sister,a brother constantly checking in and loving mum dad and aunts stuffing me with food.All this will change in the next half of the year...need to regain my self sufficient spirit...but for the mean time i shall just enjoy what i have.On a much brighter note,went to Pavilion again.Jackie and prasad together with mua queued up for J.Co.You know why?Because we have so much time and no aims for the time being.No retail therapy this time cos we're leaving for Langkawi.Free trade zone.Came back with a migraine instead.Maybe my brain was trying to release pressure.Last night was the last time M205gathered before every1will take their own route.I'll be missing so many faces,not only those of the 'family' but people who have shown concern and shared deep friendship with.Food was so so..should have guessed that much when Patrick was whispering to me.But Rasyidah and Pat has to be the most dedicated batchreps around.They have served us their best till the very last day.Hats off to them. Convomag is out too officially.But the party didn't end there...most of us head on to the movies.I am Legend is only an alright movie,more like some zombie show.And how can we end a day or more like starting it without some mamak session?Murni was the place.It's a kinda de javu,did the same thing after A-levels.Slept late but the biological clock is on.Woke up in time for fishhead mee hun brunch.It was pretty yummy,can't believe it's been near the old kuchai food court and we never noticed.Not to worry 6more months to scout the area.Now it's time to pack for Langkawi!!Only 5more hours to go.Anyway today,it really feels like a new year despite the entire world celebrating it a few days ago.