Has there been times when you go all out of the way just to be nice,(you know like planned everything just to make it look casual but it took a whole lot of consideration in actual fact) but in the end just to be misunderstood?Well it happened and it was by someone close to me or well now i doubt i would choose the word close anymore, probably related will do.I know i'm not an angel or even the most sensitive person or most affectionate or most giving person or most lovable.However i was pretty sure i meant every nice gesture i ever did in my life.Specifically gifts,i have never given because i don't want it anymore but on the contrary because either i loved it so much or someone else loved it so much.Seriously i don't do hand-me-down gifts or recycled gifts.Even with the cheesy-est of Christmas gifts.This feeling of being hurt is unlikely to fade.Especially when it involves a parent.I can't justify myself and i don't understand why i should have to.Is it just so hard to believe that i can be nice?
Friday, June 6, 2008
Nice gal finish last?
Has there been times when you go all out of the way just to be nice,(you know like planned everything just to make it look casual but it took a whole lot of consideration in actual fact) but in the end just to be misunderstood?Well it happened and it was by someone close to me or well now i doubt i would choose the word close anymore, probably related will do.I know i'm not an angel or even the most sensitive person or most affectionate or most giving person or most lovable.However i was pretty sure i meant every nice gesture i ever did in my life.Specifically gifts,i have never given because i don't want it anymore but on the contrary because either i loved it so much or someone else loved it so much.Seriously i don't do hand-me-down gifts or recycled gifts.Even with the cheesy-est of Christmas gifts.This feeling of being hurt is unlikely to fade.Especially when it involves a parent.I can't justify myself and i don't understand why i should have to.Is it just so hard to believe that i can be nice?
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Hey... if you havent done anything wrong, dun have to crack your head trying to justify yourself la....
It's not your problem... it's the other person's problem ;)
I was just a little disappointed and frustrated i guess.But i get it,just wouldn't bother.Thanks a lot though.Nice to know someone listens.
U mean someone read... :)
Oh Your Holiness Jeremy Gerard Nunis,well yes i meant read.It's just a figure of speech k..
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